Sunday, June 30, 2013

Will You Be There - Michael Jackson

One of my most favorites of MJ's songs is the song used in the movie Free Willy.

So today I am posting the lyrics (copied from A-Z lyrics) and the vid from You Tube.

I think it's great when in our lives we find someone who will be there. God is always there... that much I now know. But when another human being makes a choice to be there - it is really overwhelming and wonderful and only God can see us through such a great commitment

MICHAEL JACKSON - WILL YOU BE THERE




"Will You Be There"
Hold Me
Like The River Jordan
And I Will Then Say To Thee
You Are My Friend

Carry Me
Like You Are My Brother
Love Me Like A Mother
Will You Be There?

Weary
Tell Me Will You Hold Me
When Wrong, Will You Scold Me
When Lost Will You Find Me?

But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human

Everyone's Taking Control Of Me
Seems That The World's
Got A Role For Me
I'm So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You'll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me

(Hold Me)
(Lay Your Head Lowly)
(Softly Then Boldly)
(Carry Me There)

(Lead Me)
(Love Me And Feed Me)
(Kiss Me And Free Me)
(I Will Feel Blessed)

(Carry)
(Carry Me Boldly)
(Lift Me Up Slowly)
(Carry Me There)

(Save Me)
(Heal Me And Bathe Me)
(Softly You Say To Me)
(I Will Be There)

(Lift Me)
(Lift Me Up Slowly)
(Carry Me Boldly)
(Show Me You Care)

(Hold Me)
(Lay Your Head Lowly)
(Softly Then Boldly)
(Carry Me There)

(Need Me)
(Love Me And Feed Me)
(Kiss Me And Free Me)
(I Will Feel Blessed)

[Spoken]
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.




Wardrobe Malfunction

Even from the worst possible situations it is possible to salvage something good out of it.

It is nice to know I don't have a Gender Identity disorder - I think it is really tough to be a Andrew when everything you feel is Andrea. So phew!! at least that is not in the cup that I have to drink. I have some qualities that could be regarded as feminine... but oh well that's all there is to it.

It is nice to know I have a personality disorder - that way I can really work hard at reducing the negative effects of narcissistic personality disorder... just keep trying to live for God and others.

It is also nice that during the whole period when I was "lost" I found out I enjoyed cutting out cloth patterns - and of course wearing the resulting clothing. I think my motive with the whole NPD thing going on was to look different, be special, unique and outrageous. But now I have reduced this to the basics - I am just another guy cutting out cloths (read design if you wish - but I use templates).

Anyway many times I get a lot of errors and I wind up wearing a "wardrobe malfunction". Woe unto me if I make more than one piece at one go. So this time I made my first attempt at a top. Having learned from previous errors with my pants this time I was more cautious. So instead of taking my cut-out to my tailor to stitch into a cloth I first used recycled cloth and staples instead of stitching to see the end result.

This time I wound up with a pretty feminine looking top - I am looking for a unisex, androgynous kind. So I can't take this to the tailor. But all in all twas fun and I will back to the drawing board to make something with a masculine balance.

So here is the result

NB: I hadn't put the sleeves tis supposed to have some.